who me?

so my quest for a skinner me is still up and running. its honestly a lifestyle now and not a diet. I might have said this before.

Jonathan and I just don’t consume our meals with stuff that isn’t good for us.

TOL (thinking out loud) – if you ask Jonathan, heck! if you ask me, we would be the last people who would only eat the healthy stuff.


but dude… I still consume ice cream every once in a while or a cookie here and there. just not bread, pasta, rice, potato’s. (ever)

well actually that isn’t entirely true. however when I do enjoy myself some MCDONALDS burger and fries, I get very sick to my stomach later on and get a horrible headache. its not worth it.

Seriously though, in all honesty, I NEVER thought Jonathan and I were that big. I was shocked when I saw the before picture of myself. SHOCKED!

Never once did I feel ugly, unloved, or really unhealthy. i felt so comfortable in my own skin.. I felt good about myself. still to this day I have no idea why I embarked on this quest. maybe the soon to be 30 year old self wanted a change. part of me said if i didn’t lose weight with low carb then i wasn’t going to try anything again for the rest of my life.

It wasn’t easy getting to this point and i haven’t seen any changes in my wardrobe until recently. so i had to wait 6 weeks to ‘see’ anything encouraging. my informant is a very persistent person always telling me to stick with it. Don’t give up.

I still feel the same. I don’t feel exhilarated. I feel as if nothing has changed. I don’t think much has. But I’m not done still more left to lose.

20lbs down in 6 weeks with 40lbs left to lose.

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